Don't go to bed mad!

Today we lost a legend, Joan Rivers. She was such a witty, brash and no filter chick. Someone who is an inspiration to all women. It makes me realize how short life is. We can go at anytime without notice.

I think of my family and how much I love them and depend on them. And how I now have this little boy who depends on me. We need to all stop worrying about the small things and start enjoying our family and friends. Don't go to bed mad! Don't let petty things upset you!

I am very fortunate to have my 97 year old grandma still in my life. She is my best friend and I talk to her every single day and if she didn't live in Florida I would see her everyday. I know she cannot live forever so I want to make the most of my time with her and I want her to see her great-grandson as much as possible too.

My Aunt, who I was also extremely close to, was not as fortunate and passed away at a young age. She was my inspiration and my muse. She seemed to live a dream life, at least to me as a young girl. I have so many regrets when it comes to the way I was as a young girl as she always wanted to take me away to anywhere I wanted. Spain, France, Africa, the list goes on and on, but me, being a smart-ass teen, never went. I now would do anything to have had those memories with her. I cannot change the way I was, but I can change the way I will be. 

I'm not telling anyone how to live their lives. But I don't want to have any regrets in life.